For reasons unknown

Do you know, do you really care? I don't know what I am or who I am without you, and where ever we go I feel so empty.. There is nobody out there who can really understand me I don't even think I know who I really am... I am afraid to fall in love and get broken again is happened so many times... My biggest fear is to be left, I was left as a baby for reasons unknown. the worst part of being left is not with the words "I don't love you" its with the words "I don't know why.." or "I just need time" and in the end they never come back.

I still have this dream, a dream about my real mother leaving me. Her tears fall on my face and then she turns around and walks away... I just wish that I could see her face and maybe see a bit of me there..






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