söndag 2 oktober 2011

when the heart hurts the most

Do you know how it feels.

Maybe you do but you will never understand my heart my feeling and my dreams.
When i see you i get all speechless and don't know what to say, but i want you to know there is NO one like you out there and you will always remain the star that shines the brightest in my world



måndag 19 september 2011

WAS ON FIRE

So my life has not been as fun as I would hope for.. at lest I know what I want!
I want her to see that  I am better whit her not around and last Friday I did I didn't need her... and I got exactly what I wanted I had fun more fun than I had the last year. 

If i shall say... I WAS ON FIRE!!!



You can try to fake a smile but I can see right through you.

måndag 23 maj 2011

I like Jeremy Scott

OMG i can't say more than I fucking love this.


Jeremy Scott Mens Silk Print Bomber Jacket and Linda Farrow Jeremy Scott TV Specs Sunglasses






So over to other things... today i have been in school for like one hour and i am still tired after the weekend, when i came home i studied a bit and after that i took a break and played some sims 3
soon going to bed so have a great day or night where ever you are.

lördag 14 maj 2011

I am afraid of what I am and of what I will become, I don't want to bee alone I want to find my place in this world.

when I think back on my time I see so much pain I don't even remember the good times, my first love broke my heart in to pieces and my first true love broke my hart even more and now I am afraid to love again because it feels like if I fall in love again she will break my hart to and after that I will never survive. I remember so clearly every touch every kiss all the memory's but I can't remember how I broke her heart. life is so precious so way to we always re-come to pain and suffering? what tells us if we do the wrong things and how forgives are mistakes.

I don't know but ever time I am alone i recall my sad memory's and I don't think i can ever get rid of them.

there is a girl that I like she makes me smile when ever I feel down and I don't think I could stand a day without her, I know that I will never get a chance. If I ever meet her I would never let her go and I would never let anything bad to happen to her, like I did to my last girl. Maybe I am crazy but how is not.



Sometimes it feels like nobody knows what love is,
questions about what to do.. I never feel tired of it but I can't understand way it is so hard I would be so happy if I only had someone by my side, it has soon been one year and nine months since I was together with a girl and my heart can still not let go off the feelings that I have for her. I want to let go and find a girl that is the right one for me and and that will love me for everything I do even if they are good or bad.

torsdag 14 april 2011

nobody knows how hard it is too lose someone like you but i can't stop my self from pain when i think of you. you know that deep in you hart that i will always care for you no mater what, for you my heart will always be true.


Jag vill hitta kärlek igen men vart kommer jag hitta den tjejen som kan vara rätt för mig, jag trodde jag hade hittat mitt livs kärlek men hon lämnade mig ensam för en annan. livet är så känsligt och om jag visste att det skulle göra så här ont skulle jag aldrig lagt så mycket på ett förhållande som inte betydde nått för henne men som betydde allt för mig.

tisdag 12 april 2011

har musik nu och spelar It's my life av bon jovi :)
so good bye and fucking kiss my ass!